Confessions (stolen from Julie)

So my friend Julie had a list of confessions today so I am following in her footsteps.

• I'm feeling life a failure as a mother this week. Natalie has been pee trained for months and did completely fine with this while on our trip to Texas last week. This week she has been fine at school but at home is constantly wetting her pants outta nowhere. She also has stopped sleeping through the night, waking us up at about 2 every morning and either screaming and crying if we don't go in her room or tossing and turning for 2 hrs if we go in there. So we are all sleep-deprived and exhausted. NO CLUE how to fix either of these things or how to deal with them.
• I'm very excited for Baby #2's arrival but after this week, I am really doubting whether or not I will be able to handle two since I can't handle one.
• There are days I just want to move away from here to some place with more things to do. Most of the time I like living in a small town, but with most activities at least 30 minutes to an hour away, it sucks. We have no community pool, splash park or anything so I can't even take Natalie for a swim and it is too freakin' hot to go to the park in the afternoons.
• I feel like I have been pregnant for about a year instead of 19 weeks. This morning sickness really did me in.
• We are suppose to go another vacation later this year but after Natalie's crazy reaction to being home after our trip to Texas, I am seriously questioning whether or not we will go.
• I miss my "old" friends. Not that I don't love the friends I have made here, but it isn't the same as being with my old friends. I know they are all busy but I really wish they would come visit. Other than family we haven't had anyone come visit us here. It was so good seeing so many "old" friends when we were in Texas but it has made me miss them more.

Ok..that's enough for today....